Walking into the DMV, I noticed it was very organized. I looked to see all of the workers dressed in fancy out fits and their hair fixed all nice. As i filled out the form so I could get my permit, I couldn’t help but notice how put together and organized every thing was. Every thing was so black and white. Either you passed or you didn’t. The security was pretty intense. You felt safe and taken care of by the time you left.

Me and my two best friends in the whole world, whom i haven’t seen since who knows when were gonna to hang out with me for the whole day at Busch Gardens! we were all very excited and couldn’t wait. But the saturday that we were going to hang my friends both called me and said, “I’m sorry,Allison. But we can’t hang with you today. My mom is taking the two of us to Busch Gardens. I tried convincing them to take u to. But there isn’t any room. I’m really sorry.” Of course I was disapointed. But i couldn’t fuss at them and ruin their whole day together. So i said, “Hey its all cool. I want you two to go and have fun. Have twice as much fun for me!” That light the conversation up. we said good bye and we were both satisfied even though we were both disapointed.

Before i relied on my self and situations to be happy. I couldn’t be happy if life was not going perfect. I wasn’t able to enjoy my self if some thing was not going right. When finally I realized it wasn’t good situations i needed, it was a peace inside my self. So I had to rely on God to show me what that was and how it worked. i never would have been able to find it on my own.

Some times we get so involved in our lives, that we forget that there is another life we need to live as well. Our spirtitual lives. I have often times found my self getting so involved in things that i end up forgeting that i have to make time for God. I tried often times trying to take a time to just talk to God. But that got boring and i couldn’t keep it up every day. And it was then one day that i realized, i don’t need to stop every thing just to talk to God. All i have to do is include him in my life! Talk with him AS if he is there working my talents along with me!

My dad had been gone for six months and was going to be gone for six more. We decided my mom needed to go see him. So a plane ride was planned and some one to come watch us kids was to come. Plans were going smoothly till they plane ticket wasn’t available for the week we had planned. My mom was of course very upset. and i was very angry at God for messing up our plans! So after a fit about it, we found out that actually the week after would work out for her to see my father. but instead of staying only one week, it would be two! I didn’t feel to good about my self for being a poor sport now after that. And to help my guilt any more, i was going to Florida for that week because i needed some where to stay! Oh how stoked and happy I was! but at the same time humbled. God knew what would work the best. All I had to do was be patient.